Superfail

Ayan may title na yung post ko ngayun. Game na. Ahaha. Shit

I know its over still I cling, I don't know where else I could go. ♫

Wrong timing naman labas ko sa school today. Kakatapos lng ng quiz sa Math na super dali. Prang math lang nung high school, ang sarap sagutan, as in. Yung pakiramdam ng nag dodota, yun ung pakiramdam ko kanina nung nagsasagot ng quiz. Sana puro ganon quizes namin sa Math for the rest of the semester. Malas lang, after the quiz kasi I was planning to see "My Amnesia Girl." Too bad I wasn't on time. The next screening will only start at 5:15PM, which is late, and I already checked the schedules from two different cinemas, pareho sila ng time, wth. Waah. Fuuuuuuck. I feel like a fuckin sore loser right now. D ko parin napapanood. Perhaps I'll watch it later this week na lang, talaga, pramis. Ayan pati, I got stucked again in this coffee shop near our school. I really wanna watch it kasi bihira ako ma hook sa local films nten. And, crush ko kasi si neighbor Toni Gonzaga, ahaha. Feeler, neighbor daw. Tapos idol ko pa si John Lloyd. I was wondering nga e, diba Feb 24 pinalabas yung film niya with Bea na "I Miss You Like Crazy?" Then ngayong November, on the 24th din pinalabas yung film ni Janloid. What's with 24 anyway?

Everybody who has seen the film says its a great film. I even thought it sucks, sabi ko pa siguro kapareho lng ng film ni Adam Sandler na 50 First Dates, pero I was wrong, people told me na ndi lang siya ganun... Haayst... Basta I'll see it later this week. ;p

Off topic: I really feel like a loser. Super tagal na nito. Nako naman. She's still the sun and the moon of my universe. I'm really hoping that would change someday. Ang sakit sa bangs... rofl. Superfail ako for the past months, as in. I forgot to expect the unexpected, the number one rule to avoid getting in a shithole. Superfail, as in. I'm in this shitload of deep shit that is waist deep. fuck.

Okay nuff of those ranting. Di mo magets no? haha.

Anyway, I'm sooo happy talaga my sister is home. I wish the 12th of December wouldn't come in a blink of an eye.

Another stuff: I'm sooo hooked into watching this girl on youtube: Tessa Violet, aka meekakitty. I like seeing her do some vlogging, I mean, when I want to kill time, I just go to her channel and watch some random video that she uploaded maybe some few months back. I love a music video that she did, the "Don't Unplug Me" video. That killed me. I even had a copy of that video on my phone, lol. I've been watching it like every morning before I get up from bed ever since. She just kills me everyday.

Well I guess I'm just bored... Kaya ayun, mababaw lang kaligayahan ko these days. As in. I mean, I can just stay at bed all day watching tv, and never get tired of it, seryoso. Actually, I enjoy those stuffs.

It's getting late na. Hahah! Imma leave na rin from this coffee shop in a few minutes. How about buying a couple of beers before heading home? My barley pop stash has been barren for weeks already... And I miss appreciating me drinkin from my beer mug collection (which was a total fail, I got tired looking for mugs after my 7th purchase)

Okay. Off I go. I still got a few bucks here. I'd go for the pales today, para madami mabili, haha. Goodluck sken. I mean, ngaun pa lang gusto ko na umuwi, wag na dumiretso sa grocery, hahaha!

Alam ko na. Mag hhookah na lang ako tonight. Tama! Erm... One more thing. We were thinkin about putting some weed inside the hookah bowl and then smoke it. LOL. If that happens, it will be my first time to get stoned, for real. LOL. The problem is, san kami makakbili ng totoong weed?

okay this shit ends here

After eating all the junk food I can get my hands on for months I suddenly felt a little uneasy about getting sick. LOL.

I've always been aware that I'd be sick someday because of eating all these unhealthy food around me, and I was looking forward to it. (remember, you're reading a blog that was written by a retard, feel free to close that browser you're using)

What made me scared was when my sister told me a random story of a friend who got sick because of what he was eating, and about the evils processed meat. LOL.

Then I got curious and read about all these diseases over the internet, all the symptoms to know if I was sick or something. LOL.

Ate even told me if I can come with her on Friday to see a doctor for a check up, lol.

My uncle also told me yesterday that I should come over his clinic for an X Ray...

Daaaaamn. Shit. Deeeeep shit. Next thing I will know I'm sick na pala. haha!

Anyway, sabi nga sa kanta, whatever will be, will be. The future's not ours to see...

I remember having a hunch back then about not reaching the age of 20. There was a random thought to myself before na I would die young daw, na I'd never reach the age of 20. I even had a date for it nga eh, I think it was the 2nd of July this year pa nga daw yun e, months before I turn 20. Looooool, what a loser.

Okay, enough of all these 'retardness' in my head. I better get to sleep na. May pasok na bukas, the long weekend is over and I'm back to the reality. (too bad when reality is there I'm not in my proper senses)

Pasensya naman. Half-wit mode parin yung posts ko so far, hahaha.

Okay. I'm not that busy today, so let's write something here.

(that means I'm just bumming around and doing nothing, though I should be busy studying for later's quiz)

Ate arrived nung Tuesday from Canada, after 29 months... Nice. :)

We picked her up at NAIA at around 4:20am, but she arrived 40mins earlier, wth. Anyway, everyone was so glad to see her. Since then I hated the thought of staying extra hours in school after classes for some other org work stuffs. I just wanna hang out at home with her, seriously.

So, what will I write about today? Erm. How about the lottery? Everyone's like "$_$" on the pot. It's already over 700m I think as of now. I've always said to myself na tataya ako. ahaha! Lagi naman ako tinatamad pumila dun, hehe. The long lines just kept me off those booths. Maging sa malls man o sa mga outlets outside.

Nyeh. Lotto's nada good matter to be discussed around here. Hmm... Let's see. My sister arrived with her computer and she's offering her sweet silver 15' VAIO for my cheaper Lenovo... Ayoko nga. Ang mahal nun, hehehe. And ma-eksena yung laptop na un once you pulled it out of yer bag, lalo na sa school. It's like a my dream MacBook na rin eh, if you're looking on the performance & price. And its too soon to get my dream laptop. :D

Instead, I took her fancy laptop bag that looks so girly. Haha. Ganda kasi, its a back pack na pwedeng lagyan ng ilang books and lots of other stuffs. Yun nga lang super girly. Gray with pink lines and some flowers, hah! How more girly can that be? :))

Sana bilan ako ni kuya ng bag sa greenhills yung imitation lang, hehehe.

Haay. My books for this semester are kinda hard to find. I mean, madali lang pala hanapin.TINATAMAD lang ako pumuntang Recto, nyahahaha! Yan pati, nagagastos ko ung pambili ko ng books sa ibang bagay, nakakabadtrip. Sakit na ba yung masyadong magastos? Gumagastos kahit walang panggastos? hahaha. Pengeng peraa. ;o

Pero bukas, Sabado tataya talaga ako sa Lotto. Pucha, pag nanalo ako dun yari yung mga pulube na nanghihingi sken kapag I'm on my commute to school. I'll give them a thousand or two each time they approach me, ahahah. Pag nanalo ako babayaran ko na lang lahat ng prof ko para di ko na pasukan yung rest of the sem, ahahaha! Tapos mag gagala ako. Makapag migrate na lang kaya sa ibang bansa? hehe. Saka pag nanalo ako, pucha, "Ibibigay ko sa charity?" Ulul. Malamang ibibigay ko sa mahihirap, pero di ko na kelangan ipagsabi yun. Naiinis ako sa mga pulitiko kasi e, puta, tuwing iniinterview kung ano gagawin sa pera kapag nanalo, puro ka plastikan ampucha. Nakakabadtrip. Pwede naman sabihin, "bibili ako ng isang Porsche," "bibilhan ko ng condo yung anak ko," ay pucha. Tutulong daw sa mahihirap, plastik. Mga gunggong. Kung ako yung reporter ang itatanong ko na lang "San nyo ho gusto magbakasyon pag nanalo kayo ng Lotto?" kabwisit e.

Anyway, I thought I wasn't gonna write about Lotto, hehe.

...to be continued.

someone will borrow my computer. Let's do this some other time. :p

talk to you soon! >:)

Hey! One week since my last post. Sorry naman. Been kinda busy the past week. Busy sa? Ewan, hehehe. Parang wala naman.

Right now I have no idea where my phone is. And seriously, if I was the me months ago I'd be freaking out and make a non stop search on it. Pero ngayon, wala pakialam. Hehehe! Wala naman akong katext masyado sa phone e. :D

Yun nga lang, I have to get my phone charged up kasi maaga ako aalis bukas for the NCR JPIALympics. Hehehe! Onga pala, last night was a stay-awake night for me. I was doing this editing for the commercial making contest for this semester's Organizations' Fair. I crammed actually. I left home at around 6am, without sleep, only to continue the work as soon as I arrived at our office. Guess what, my video won. LOL. Until now di pa rin ako makapaniwala na that piece of crap pwned the other videos, lol. Super swerte ko sa judges. I'm happy I've made my fellow JPIANs proud this day. Hahaha!

Anyway. Everybody has seen HP 7 part 1. It seems like I'm the only uninterested person on the film's release this week. I mean, I watched two movies this week and none of them were Harry Potterish. One was the 2-week-old Due Date (which was so hilarious, I was laughing really hard at the movie house; without beer, take note!) and the other is Denzel Washington's Unstoppable. Nawalan akong gana kay Harry Potter last year when I've failed to see the Half Blood Prince. Anyway, di ko na rin naman kasi talaga alam yung story, so why waste some bucks on that confusing film, db? At least sa Due Date at Unstoppable I saw something good.

Another thing I'd like to talk about. All them planners that they're giving away in them coffee shops. Hahah! Yung stamp card sa Coffee Bean requires you 24 purchases, while yung sa Starbucks naman 17 lang. It's pretty tempting unahin yung sa Starbucks kasi mas madali lang tapusin, and the period on which I can claim those stickers is shorter compared to CBTL's stamping period. So kanina, I decided to get a second sticker from Starbucks, I ordered an Iced Chai Latte, and it tasted like shit, compared to CBTL's same drink. The purchase was a flop. I should have bought a frappe instead. Anyway, ang hirap rin tapusin mag isa yung stamps and stickers. Minsan nakakasawa na rin uminom, hehe. Not to mention the cost rin. :)

Ate will arrive on the 24th and I'm sooo excited for it. I'll give her a big hug as soon as I see her, pramis! Haay. Too bad she's only staying for a couple of weeks, less than a month actually.

Busy season na! I wish I had time to study some songs on the piano... Para naman gumaling ako. Meron akong gusto tugtugin ngayon e, John Mayer's Dreaming With A Broken Heart. Medyo madali lang kasi halos uniform ung notes and rythm throughout the song, kaya ayun.

Sige I'll sleep na. 3 am daw call time mamaya, at wla pa rin akong sleep for more than 24 hours na, hehehe.

PS: I love this Saturday night stay at home. Siguro kasi sa pagod na rin, hehe. Just me, the bed, the TV and the shows. Ayos. :)

and I think the beer drives don't come to me that often at this time... Siguro nga kasi busy busyhan pa. Watch out xmas vacation!! :D

Been thinkin about anything else that's worth remembering during the week that I missed blogging.

There were this beer drives in Davao that I've failed to control. (I was aiming for a "beerless Oktober" if you weren't aware)

It was a total failure. I ended up sipping beers on during the nights of those stressful days in Davao, with friends that saying "Wag na tol." Haha! During my stay there, we were always chillin in this place called Fahrenheit. Its a place worth remembering. :D

Haha! Davao stuff ends there, for now. So moving on. The week after my stay there, I had my 20th birthday, pero lets not get onto that day. On the third of November I went to school to enroll. I hated the long lines. I didn't finish my enrollment kasi I wanted to go back pa, haha! I don't wanna stick around at home for the next days to come. I did a little mall tripping before heading home. I treated myself with a Chai Latte and headed onto the enclosed videoke booth. I remembered seeing this shirt with a Nat Geo logo on it saying "Ignorance is boring." Its posters says lots of cool phrases. I checked the store out just to see if they had my size, too bad they didn't (until next week). I continued enrolling other subjects the next morning (my birthday) and stayed at school till 3pm ata. Then I remembered....

ahh... teka. To be continued. :p

There's this someone who just saved me from an SOS tonight. (Shitload of Sadness)

brb

Davao was really good to me. But the work there, that killed me. Good thing I still had time to enjoy my stay there. Heheh! On our first and last night there I got to drink with my friends. :D

So, what else was worth remembering that week?

During my brief stay there, I wanted to video call my bros the whole time. Heheh! I wanted to brag about our hotel room in Marco Polo. ;p

When I got bored there in Davao and when I feel too tired to sleep, I did a little laugh trip on our room. Eventually my roommates got infected with my contagious LOL's and jived with me. hahah! It was a helluva trip. I browsed through the shots that I've made with the pageant ***********s. Hahaha! There were really ridiculous pictures that I've taken. We were literally laughing out loud at them, seriously. :D

There's this guy's pictures that I remember. He was posing like hell. I dunno. He looks like the comedian Allan K, only that he's not a comedian in that shot. The pictures were like Allan K in a photo shoot for an upcoming drama series/movie. LOL

Blog na lang uli ako mamaya, teka... Nakikipag chat pa ako dun sa crush ko eh (the U.P. girl; I have tons of crushes, you know).

I can't believe I'm actually talking to her, hehe! We weren't that close pa naman. D rn ako makapaniwala she started the conversation. *blushes* :)

So, it has been more than a week since my last post. I missed writing here, seriously. It's just that I don't have much time writing, hehe. Pasensya na. I've been monitoring views for the last week kasi its on my homepage naman. I've been seeing a number of views, pasensya na kung walang bagong post, hehehe.

 

So, where do we start? Davao. The Mid Year Convention was soooooooo great. Kahit nakakapagod yung convention super na enjoy ko parin siya. It was a great experience. It was a great honor on my part to be a member of the Working Committee of the National Federation of the JPIA. :D

Super ayos yung experience. I've met tons of new people and made lots of friends. I didn't expect all those stuffs. :) I had good laughs with the people around me the whole week. I loved being with them. Super nabitin ako as soon as I've arrived at home. I'm missing them all. Most of my new pals there were women. Hahah! You know why? Halos lahat ng lalake dun bakla, amp. Hahah! I'm not comfortable pa naman when it comes to making friends with gay people, no offense. Pero with that said, I enjoy the company of my queer friends. It's just that when it comes to making new friends of their type, and getting close to new queer ones, there's this prickly feeling that I get. Pero I can be a friend naman to anyone. I love all my friends, you know. I just want to describe here the rationale on why I've made lots of girl friends on my stay there, hahah! :D

Super natuwa ako particularly dun sa colleague-photographer ko (whose name I won't mention, beh!) kasi wala lang. Hehe. I find her cute. :) And she has a fine personality. The moment we got introduced to each other, I felt very comfortable with her. I love working with that lass, and I'm really missing it. I wish I had been given more time to work with her, so that I can know her more. Haha.

Wala lang yun, hehe. It's just that super natuwa lang ako sa kanya, alam mo yun. I have no romantic motives, whatsoever. She even says she has a boyfriend. Pero it says in her facebook ata na Single siya. Pero I've seen her with a guy a couple of times during the convention. Hehe. There were a number of instances that I've seen her arguing with this guy, some of which took place outside our suite. Siguro siya nga yung bf niya. Haha! Wala lang, natuwa lang ako sa kanya, and it's worth writing here. I just love everything about her, haha. (ganun talaga kapag you don't know a person that much) :D

The work itself was so tiring. I was virtually holding my camera for like 80% of my time there. Our sleep was like 5 hrs every 24 hours. Not only that I have to take pictures of events (seminars, quiz bowls, pageant rehearsals, among others) that took place around the hotel (some occurring simultaneously), I was also tasked to make video presentations of the pictures that I've made. Super epic nga e, my laptop only has the MS Powerpoint. It got no decent movie maker/editor. My presentations were fine though. It was hard to make kasi nga I only have a crappy software. Pero "keribels" lang. Hahaha! Ayun… Matrabaho yung pagsosort ng pictures, as in. I was sorting like 6,000 pictures na ata yun. My camera wasn't set to the highest image quality, though naka sagad yung resolution, kaya most pictures were at an MB and a half lang. The volume of pictures was worth 10 gig, fuck. Dami. One more thing that gave me headache was my camera's batteries. I have to charge everytime I get to my room for short breaks, especially the external flash. Dun sa camera good thing I have a spare battery. I maximized those batteries pretty well. Another thing was my SD card. Nadala na ako nung event ng JPIA here on NCR where I got short on memory. So I always move the pictures right away after every event. :)

After the convention we went to this beach in Davao. 'Samal' island daw. I dunno. I was feeling drained that morning, dunno why. :D

 

I'm gonna cut my story short there, for the meantime. Haha! Mamaya uli! BTW, im here at Chateau Royale at Nasugbu, attending the school convention. Be staying here until tomorrow. :D