Friday, June 25, 2010
Today was fine: had breakfast before leaving for school; attended my classes (although I was late, lol); ate tapsilog for lunch; watched a Tom Cruise movie (I actually missed the guy on screen, last saw him in Valkyrie, 2008... that's a long time ago...)
The movie was fuckin good. Made my day, really. And instead of having beer, I had Coke madness. F.U.N. And the brownies... Really, really made my day... :)
It's just sickens me that I'm still doin the same things I was doin ages ago... Hmmmmmph... I want new and different stuffs for me. :(
What if I stopped studying? (that's totally NEW) LOL just kidding...
Anyway, I'm just relishing the moments before the midterms come. After all, June is an idle month for the semester, and as soon as Accounting and other school stuffs start eating my time and efforts, trips to the cinemas would be cut short (I wish).
...I liked Knight and Day. 4/5tars :)
The movie was fuckin good. Made my day, really. And instead of having beer, I had Coke madness. F.U.N. And the brownies... Really, really made my day... :)
It's just sickens me that I'm still doin the same things I was doin ages ago... Hmmmmmph... I want new and different stuffs for me. :(
What if I stopped studying? (that's totally NEW) LOL just kidding...
Anyway, I'm just relishing the moments before the midterms come. After all, June is an idle month for the semester, and as soon as Accounting and other school stuffs start eating my time and efforts, trips to the cinemas would be cut short (I wish).
...I liked Knight and Day. 4/5tars :)
Thursday, June 24, 2010
I was thinking... Since change is the only permanent thing in this world, why wont my feelings (for her) change? I used to believe, erm, I still believe that someday, I'll get tired of those feelings.
What bugs me is that it takes so looooooooooooooooooooooong to tire them feelings down.
"Why is love intensified by absence?"
I quote that line from a book, a really nice book. A quote and a question at the same time. Maybe I should take absence out of the picture? So the new formula would be:
her presence (just like before) + my acceptance (which is nada problem for me) = change in feelings? What the funk?
Hmmm..The changes that I want haven't taken place yet, maybe because I ain't ready yet. (goddamnit, I'm ready. Nobody wants to be stuck in a shit like this...)
Well, for sure these goddamn changes will take place. It's just always a matter of time, ALWAYS.
...in case you're wondering which book I quoted that from, it's from The Time Traveler's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger
What bugs me is that it takes so looooooooooooooooooooooong to tire them feelings down.
"Why is love intensified by absence?"
I quote that line from a book, a really nice book. A quote and a question at the same time. Maybe I should take absence out of the picture? So the new formula would be:
her presence (just like before) + my acceptance (which is nada problem for me) = change in feelings? What the funk?
Hmmm..The changes that I want haven't taken place yet, maybe because I ain't ready yet. (goddamnit, I'm ready. Nobody wants to be stuck in a shit like this...)
Well, for sure these goddamn changes will take place. It's just always a matter of time, ALWAYS.
...in case you're wondering which book I quoted that from, it's from The Time Traveler's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Life. Worlds.
Worlds. My world is different from yours. I may be in the same room as you are in, in the same city, in the same street, but we have different worlds. Heck, there are more than six billion worlds out there. I own my world, you own yours.
What's shitty is that when worlds collide.
Life depends on how you see it.
Some believe that a person is starting to die by the time he is born.
Some say life is meaningless; we are born, we live, then we die. We live and die, what happens in between doesn't matter.
Life. For me? I'm not so sure what it is for me.
I used to say to a girl that she's my life. (Honey, you're my life...) What the funk? Bullshit.
She ain't here for some quite time now and I'm telling you I'm no less than alive now. I'm still breathing... Maybe life is full of bullshit, yes.
Life is full of surprises. One moment you feel like you're the most blessed being. Then there's a time you feel like you're a human-debris.
Life is bittersweet, yes. That complements the fact that she was my life back then. Makes great sense when I used to tell her that she's my life. Having that thing before, 'twas like drinkin' a bottle of your average pancake syrup from the fridge then chasin it off with bleach. Got myself then a taste of life itself, bitter and sweet (and, in a way, deadly) at the same time.
Well, I'm just here again pouring out my thoughts through these stupid phrases. Bear with me, I'm not that much of a writer; also, feel free to click that "X" button on this tab.
Worlds. My world is different from yours. I may be in the same room as you are in, in the same city, in the same street, but we have different worlds. Heck, there are more than six billion worlds out there. I own my world, you own yours.
What's shitty is that when worlds collide.
Life depends on how you see it.
Some believe that a person is starting to die by the time he is born.
Some say life is meaningless; we are born, we live, then we die. We live and die, what happens in between doesn't matter.
Life. For me? I'm not so sure what it is for me.
I used to say to a girl that she's my life. (Honey, you're my life...) What the funk? Bullshit.
She ain't here for some quite time now and I'm telling you I'm no less than alive now. I'm still breathing... Maybe life is full of bullshit, yes.
Life is full of surprises. One moment you feel like you're the most blessed being. Then there's a time you feel like you're a human-debris.
Life is bittersweet, yes. That complements the fact that she was my life back then. Makes great sense when I used to tell her that she's my life. Having that thing before, 'twas like drinkin' a bottle of your average pancake syrup from the fridge then chasin it off with bleach. Got myself then a taste of life itself, bitter and sweet (and, in a way, deadly) at the same time.
Well, I'm just here again pouring out my thoughts through these stupid phrases. Bear with me, I'm not that much of a writer; also, feel free to click that "X" button on this tab.
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