I was thinking... Since change is the only permanent thing in this world, why wont my feelings (for her) change? I used to believe, erm, I still believe that someday, I'll get tired of those feelings.

What bugs me is that it takes so looooooooooooooooooooooong to tire them feelings down.

"Why is love intensified by absence?"

I quote that line from a book, a really nice book. A quote and a question at the same time. Maybe I should take absence out of the picture? So the new formula would be:
her presence (just like before) + my acceptance (which is nada problem for me) = change in feelings? What the funk?

Hmmm..The changes that I want haven't taken place yet, maybe because I ain't ready yet. (goddamnit, I'm ready. Nobody wants to be stuck in a shit like this...)

Well, for sure these goddamn changes will take place. It's just always a matter of time, ALWAYS.

...in case you're wondering which book I quoted that from, it's from The Time Traveler's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger