"I am in misery. There ain't nobody who can comfort me." ♫

(I hope I got the lyrics right, LOL. It's from the song Misery by Maroon Five; and another song, Just A Dream by Nelly, that gave me goosebumps the first time I heard it, seriously. Natulala ako when I heard it. Part of me missed Nelly rin, haha. Been a while since I heard him singin e.)

Saaadness... I hate people telling me again and again na sayang kami. I mean, wtf.

What could've caused this? Basically, I got lots of people this week askin about how I was, when will I graduate, about stuffs, even some askin help on their school works. They always ask me, especially the high school folks "Kamusta na kayo ni Carla?", hindi nawawala un tanong na un sa mga di nakakaalam, or kung alam na nila before pa there's always that "Sayang (naman/talaga) kayo." My favorite though was "Hanap ka na lang ng iba." (para namang ang dali "mag-hanap" ng iba) I heard it from like five friends already. Three of them were girls. Two of those were kinda appealing to me, in short, my type. Of those two, one is in a relationship. I asked the girl, "Puro ako na lang sumasagot. Ikaw kamusta lovelife?"

She replied (facebook chat): "ok lang yung akin!masaya!!"

Then: "sana magtagal kmi tapos gusto ko kmi na haha"

LOL. You know what? Super nainggit ako sakanya, as in. haha. di ko na lang sinabi.

I wish I'm happy like her.

Okay, before we start another rant about sadness, lets's move along. The other chic, the one that isn't with someone, she was kinda nice; pleasing and kinda annoying in a way. Pero I always took the time to talk to her kasi she's pretty, haha. We always catch up on facebook during late hours. Lagi siyang nangungulit. She kept bugging me about sleeping and always asking why I'm staying up late and lots of other things. Several times she bugs me with: "nag-poporn ka ngayon no?" LOL. benta. Super kulit. haha. Gusto ko sna sbihin "ewan ko sayo" eh, hehe.

Anyway, I was wondering, does my current profile picture look kewl? Looool. Maybe yes, maybe no. But since then I got lots of conversations with girls. I felt like it has something to do with my picture, they find it appealing, not quite sure... Dunno. I asked my brothers if my photo looks good, they just lol'd at me. Mga walang kwenta.

Or maybe kasi it was her birthday recently kaya I get all those types of conversations. They were wondering how were we and everything; pero di rn e, those conversations were like goin on for weeks na. Dunno. Sometimes naman when I try to talk to others they don't reply. LOL. I'm being rejected rin e, too much for the green mugshot... haha.

Anyway, if you're a friend of mine, and you're pretty attractive, and if you know me and my ex and are reading this, please. Kung mag uusap tayo don't take me to the blues by asking me stuffs and bringing up about you-know-what/you-know-who. Okay. :)