How Many Times Has She Crossed Your Mind?

Only once; then she never left.
I miss her to the power of infinity. I mean, seriously. I've been listening to this song non-stop all day everyday for like 5 days now. She never left my mind. It's like having her in every brain cell in my skull. She's even present in the synapses, lol. I miss her… Super. Di ko alam kung malungkot ako o masaya ngayon, pero miss ko talaga siya as in. Alam mo yun? Miss ko lang talaga. Been having flashbacks every minute, I feel like there's no present, walang ngayon, everything was yesterday, period. All my thoughts are always on the past. Sana physically dun na lang din ako nag eexist. I've been virtually out of myself these days talaga, as in. They say time is slow when you're cheerless? Hindi. Ang bilis ng oras. Moving soooo fast but feeling there's no direction. Yes I'm traveling, but I'm not bound to arrive at anything. Like what's happening to me now. One moment natutulala na lang ako, next thing I knew when I checked the time isang oras na pala ako naka tanga.
I'm not sad. I just miss her. I mean, I can't think of anything else. Buti na lang I have other stuff to do aside from school works. Buti may org ako, ahaha. Natatabunan yung pag iisip ko when I'm at an idle state. Sana lagi na lang may rehearsals every night, hehehe. Nakaraos yung 1 week of long nights ko thanks to the rehearsals… Pano na ngaun? Tapos na ang cultural… :(
I wanna see her. Wala lang. But surely it will hurt a lot seeing her. I wanna see her prin. Miss na miss ko siya. I miss holding her… My gawd, again I'm going thru one of those "I-miss-you-so-badly" episodes. This one though, isn't filled with sadness or anything. Just plain old craving for her.
I miss her… Bakit kaya biglang ganito nangyari sken?